Sorry for the lack of substantive posts here lately.
I've had a lot of things I could say, too, but honestly I haven't felt like sharing. Lately I've just felt more like internalizing. Not dwelling or obsessing or worrying, or anything. Just...experiencing versus expressing.
Feeling.
You know?
It's not all gloom and doom stuff. Sure, there's some heavy thematic material. I mean, hello! What isn't anymore? But I'm still a mostly happy person. We'll see how long this all lasts before I get bored of it and feel chatty. Or finally have my overdue breakdown.
So I'm quite enjoying where I'm at right now. Even if I don't want you knowing where that is.
Even if I'm not exactly sure where that is. And that's perfectly fine.
Posted by mak at January 17, 2007 9:45 PMI prescribe 2-10 vodka's and if problems persist, re-dose. ;)
When you figure out where you are, we'll still be here :)
Posted by: Craig at January 17, 2007 11:32 PMWhatever works for you, sweetie.
Posted by: Jess at January 18, 2007 5:59 AMPlease set your breakdown scheduling system so that it occurs after we get together for dinner next week. Or if it must occur during the meal, ensure that the breakdown histrionics generator has an extra battery in it so that we can create a scene that will be remembered forever. Actually the latter sounds like more fun ... particularly after cocktails.
Posted by: Jeffrey at January 18, 2007 12:26 PMi know exactly how you feel; and, it's perfectly fine.
Posted by: maloney at January 18, 2007 2:02 PMNo worries mate.... Be true to yourself.
Posted by: Tony at January 18, 2007 5:35 PMWelcome to the zen place. It's good.
Posted by: bob at January 18, 2007 5:45 PMdammit, bob beat me to it.
I just was just going to say, "love, when did you become BUDDHIST?"
{smooch}