September 11, 2006

Angels

Tonight. Continental Flight 1050 from Cleveland to New York-LaGuardia.

Tumbleweed could have been blowing through the security checkpoints. The terminal was all but deserted. Not a soul was waiting in line for a Cinnabon. My plane was a third full, at most.

Nobody wanted to fly today.

The flight was smooth and uneventful. They announced our final approach. We made a lot of small, tight circles as we descended and I lost sense of direction. Then the clouds that had so stubbornly clung just above the surface finally broke and New York Harbor was below us.

That's when the entire plane saw them. Two glorious and shimmering beams of light, pouring forth from the ground of Lower Manhattan. They rose from the glittering city around them, which was crystal clear in stark contrast to the murky flight across Pennsylvania and New Jersey.

I've never heard such silence.

We all watched in reverent awe as the towers of light glided beside us. I almost wished we could fly through them and bathe in the glow of days gone by. I imagined that the beams were pathways for those thousands of souls to travel home, that they had come back to visit for just one day, to let us know they were okay.

I wanted the pure, white brilliance that guided them to and from the heavens to wash us clean and give us hope that and that, someday, we would be okay, too.

The beams disappeared behind us. And as the wheels of the plane touched the earth, I cried for those that wouldn't touch it again.

Posted by mak at September 11, 2006 9:26 PM
Comments

you already are okay. Pain and sorrow are okay. And you, my love, are a precious gift.

Posted by: zenchick at September 11, 2006 10:40 PM

That's beautiful and poignant.

As much as I've been avoiding the world today, I'm glad I read that.

Posted by: Karen at September 11, 2006 11:35 PM

What a beautiful post MAK - hope all is well with your Dad - am thinking about you...

Posted by: Spider at September 12, 2006 8:29 AM

Awesome. Thank you for writing about it. I feel like everyone has forgotten. Yesterday was like any other day and I scoured personal blogs looking for some feeling. Thank you for staying true. This was a great post.

Posted by: Lynn at September 12, 2006 12:39 PM

What a lovely, touching post. Thank you.

Posted by: Jess at September 12, 2006 1:28 PM

Nice. I never saw pillars of light from the sky. Now I have. x

Posted by: bob at September 12, 2006 1:39 PM

Beautiful thought.

Posted by: Crash at September 12, 2006 2:02 PM

Mak - I hope all is well with your Dad, I know how it is with parents not feeling well and all those tests, just went through it with my Dad. Good thoughts for Dad, you and of course Mama Mak, she needed you at home. Angie

Posted by: Angie at September 12, 2006 9:52 PM

It's odd not being stateside on 9/11. In America, we're accustomed to hearing *we* were attacked, etc, etc. Here, I'm hearing lots of *they* were attacked, etc, etc. The sentiment is still there, and it's a very subtle distinction, but it makes it all that more stark in contrast to me.

Lovely post.

Posted by: PatCH at September 13, 2006 7:33 AM

One of the most beatiful post regarding 9/11 I've read in a while.

Posted by: mark at September 13, 2006 11:07 AM

That was beautiful and touching. Thank you so much for sharing those very poignant words.

Posted by: Kristi at September 13, 2006 10:16 PM